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charlie boy
01:42
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welcome sir
take a seat
its time for us to meet
i'm gonna ask a set of questions
hopefully you've learned your lesson
when was the last time that you ate?
do you feel love?
tick the boxes if their right
we know you did it out of spite
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2. |
monkey bars
02:17
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i was six, i used to hit kids with bricks
playing tricks, except they included twigs
on those monkey bars
yeah, on those monkeys bars
sorry one the one that I almost killed, as you can see, I am very skilled
on monkey bars
on those monkey bars
what do i have to prove when nobody is in the room?
i can vividly remember when i pushed him to his doom
from those monkey bars
pushed him off those monkey bars
monkey bars, monkey bars
shoulda pushed him on to damaged cars, damaged cars
monkey bars, monkey bars
monkey bars, monkey bars
tears stream from his face
and I stare in a daze
whats wrong with me?
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3. |
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there used to be a time where everyone could shake
hands with all their differences and nothing's fake
i could be wrong the books were written before us
back when people could agree, and without a fuss
but is there hope? Yes, is there dreams out there?
if I had control I would stop it all i swear
but if we wear our retaliation caps
sometime, we might just see that they are trapped
come along with me, to a city filled with tar
they try to coat it with a spree of sports TV and a new car
yet all I see outside of my window
is a horrible excuse for a disco
what happened to the laughable?
now everything we see’s flammable
you people can't take a joke
hell, i can't even tell you to “stay woke”
the man is the hiding his truth
guiding a route, to plummet to our deaths
listen here, I don't understand!
why nobody has taken a stand!
when we're born we get scanned
might as well just get canned
i cannot flatten enough
no-one really knows how to love
my mind is hiding its lies
floating inside
in the end, we'll come together
in the end, we're strung together
in the end, we'll come together
in the end, we're strung together
if we were let free
we would be happy
free, from the cells
of the spells they cast on us
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4. |
flick the switch
05:20
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if i haven’t lost my head by next week; i’m already dead
i'll still keep all my secrets
trouble rolls my way, way too often, take my soul but there will be no change
there’ll never be a change
who can mend my brain?
am i destined to feel pain?
will I ever find a way to breathe again?
only emotion I feel
is a desperate need to steal
every soul I come across and destroy them
well don’t you just love me?
your next on my killing spree
making conversations are easy
thats if you wanna discuss your blood
i’m the nightmare in your head
i’m the monster underneath your bed
so don’t leave me on ‘read’
or i’ll paint the walls red
if I haven’t lost my head by next week, I’m already dead
i’ll still keep all my secrets
‘cause I am not an animal, I am very valuable in my eyes
why can’t you just look at me?
well am I that scary?
well don’t you just love me?
your next on my killing spree...
if I could kill the purpose
of life and death itself
i would proudly flick the switch
and watch you end yourself
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5. |
warm
03:21
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i’m gonna tell you a story, it’s a page of glory, yes i know its corny,
and i’ll explain shortly
yesterday, i recognised the monkey bar boy
he still looks the same,
i think his name is... cain?
thoughts of pure anger, start to cloud my brain
i think about choking him, I know I’m insane
so I reach my hand out, i got no pre-doubt, only doubt i have is
“well, what if he shouts?”
but when i reach my hand out, another hand pops out
“stop” she screams, i turn around and...
eden, I’m warm
i get so warm
and I don’t know why
i don’t know why
i’m startin’ to feel
things I haven’t before
and I don’t know why
i don’t know why
oh, why are we friends? Will it ever end?
what if she finds out about me?
damn it i feel so free when I’m around her, and I never think i felt this away about someone
i’ve viewed everyone as just another person to hold captive, never one to find attractive, not until now
wow, with a little research, people are giving it a name, and that is “love”
i've got a feeling, that this wont last
will it blast past?
will i get harassed?
is it a nightmare that you have which keeps you solid?
you think you have me, you’ve only started
i don’t know what you are
you make me feel so
warm
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6. |
original, i swear
02:14
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sever the mind, wonder all these wonders
which you cannot find
whatever the time, writing down this ballad like I’m being timed
might have found a way to write, putting the story to a song grid
my startled start has now started, i’m stating that I’ve got it
was there a time where i could pick a piece of every single line and make it stand out like a squirrel in a bedroom
i’m over-elaborating, i’m only aggravating
damage to my creative mind... and my pretention
hopefully I don’t need a hi-def recorder,
that is the border, in fact I’m rapping all these lines towards an iPhone porter
till’ the sun goes sideways and flip upside on its head
i’m never stopping, i’m never dropping what I have said
and what I’ve said, some of it should not be taken seriously
hideously writing phrases because they sound edgy
but I’m ready, i’m ready for some form of criticism, lyricism is the thing that holds me together
here goes a 13 year-old thats writing words and emotions on his phone
he isn’t popular no, still pushing and pulling
he doesn’t know what his doing, he doesn’t really care
suffocation, no chapstick
original, I swear
track six, which is the one that you hearing right now
it was written at a mindset, i was wondering how i could
take everyone off their guard, and it would hit really hard, and possibly leave you scarred
little pretentious?
no more metaphors the meaning of this song is too build confidence
but you cant build it if procrastinating is a hobby
and i don’t know who you think you are
but no ones made a living doing nothing at all
please just cut the crap, and make sure it slaps
get rid of all the trash tracks about meth labs
thought and meaning is important, until the end of our lives
please give it a chance, you’ll be as high as the skies
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7. |
voicemail from raven
00:48
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???
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8. |
serenade
02:54
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i feel like i’ve got no secrets
it’s hard to read on, whats left?
it goes round and round, the cycle
what can i do if i’m dead?
’got a headache and it’s all your fault
evil eyes stare down at me, you’re watching
and darling, i’m a peacekeeper, but i don’t really care what you want
cutting ties, it’s far from cutting cake
i feel it when i wake
when i’m filled with so much ache
you can take my heart, but you cant take my soul, for the sake of it
nothing in your heart, it’s empty
i gotta find a way to get under
controlling god-complex, so goddamn petty
is this hypocritical? i wonder
you’re comparable to pesticide
who am I kidding? i’m goddamn terrified
life gave me lemons, so i’ll make lemonade
and then I’ll squeeze it your eyes, its my own serenade
it goes round and round, the cycle
what can I do if I’m dead?
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9. |
believe
03:49
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before i start, i’m not dissing religion just questioning why i don’t have a decision
what i want to believe, yeah sure, i believe
but nothing from a book of holy or I’ll kinda wanna leave
i have a couple of questions, that i want to address
why is it that since the camera was invented no-one has ever seen someone turn water into wine
or redesign time
moses climbed a mountain just fine
nowadays we wouldn’t do it for a dime
questions rising
i’ll keep trying
believe, agree
believe, set free
believe
“god forgives your sins”
but what if you torture or shoot up some gyms?
“god forgives your sins”
then why is hell mentioned so many times in this book? but i guess since
“god forgives your sins”
we might as well continue to punch holes through the ozone skins
“god forgives your sins”
then it must be okay to take some twins and cut off their limbs
“he’s only a kid” is your argument
thank you I’ll take it as a compliment
don’t get me wrong I understand your preference
but I was afraid of my mother rising her temperance
if she heard this song
there was no in-between
she’d either be in gleam or find it obscene
i’m deeply sorry but my version of believing is open to many different directions of pathways that I’ve seen
this bolt of lightning will me to breathe
energy flowing right down my sleeves
i cant tell my secrets, to those divide
what we believe, we will retrieve, with time, with time
believe
two functional arms
two functional legs
i can’t say it enough
and you think you're tough?
back in the day we could lift trees and stuff
or say we say, we don’t have any proof, so pray that maybe
one day, we can start a religion
that everyone around you has their own simple depiction
of how the world was born, how we made corn, why we breathe, why we think, cause life goes in a blink
so make sure you that have an opinion
be independent as a civilian
be your own defendant, one in a million
i’ll ask that question again
what do you believe?
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10. |
crescendo song
02:31
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crescendo song
so here I stand, I guess I’ve been naive and scammed
i was told I would fall in love and nothing would be the same, they were right
i’m starting to see bright lights
i think she poisoned me, nothing will be the same for me...
for I’ve been fooled
it started in bits
i was already suspicious, she began actin’
viscous, repaid it all with some kisses, it was normal business
i began writing things that she said in her sleep
something about cuttin’ someone until they weep
i don’t know how hell I fell asleep, the night she was staring at me from the doorway, quiet like a creep
i recall one day she said to me that “i posses things that she will never understand”...
the climax, i was sat down and calm
she walked in the room, and she held out her palm
inside it was a pill, and i had two questions
is she worrying about me? or is this her plan kill me?
without a thought, she got me a glass of water
something snapped inside me, and i couldn’t take it any longer
something wasn’t right, the look on her face
i had to escape, i stood still in fear
was deaf ear to ear
i try to move, but i’m still standin’ right here
i was facing my possible death, and oh my god this is screwed
and so horribly crude
i shoulda’ just decked her right then I cant believe I didn’t do anything to save mys=.]39;.2..,,;;;;------
crescendo song
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11. |
my epiphany
04:05
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i'm going to disappear from the spotlight of my peers
and no-one will even notice, or care
well, I’m going to disappear
i was scared of the end but now that it’s here
it seems so clear, and simple
but I don’t hate you, i don’t hate you
no I don’t hate you, i don’t hate you
but I don’t hate you, i don’t hate you
no I don’t hate you, i don’t hate you
it’s a deep feeling you get, when your met with your death
i’m stuck inside this room, until i am chained
i haven’t the sunlight in four days
all I’ve eaten is bread and some celery
i’m trying to hold on too every memory
how did I get lured so cleverly
i feel like I’m being used of my energy
i think i hate you, think i hate you
i think i hate you, think i hate you
i think i hate you, think i hate you
i think i hate you, think i hate you
eden, you demon
goodbye mother, and goodbye father
i’m sorry i never told you i loved you or cared about you
there was food in my fridge, but I only wanted to jump off a bridge
i could be happy in the moment but I was not when i was reflecting
the more I think about it, the more i know i’ve been tested
i’m a disgrace, i’m in a terrible situation
the person I love, is trying to put me in institution
her family is crazy, and her name is eden
i know i never told you this but please hear me out
over the past few weeks, i’ve changed
i don’t feel deranged
that’s since been exchanged
for this blasphemy that i’m in
so my final goodbye, is this, i guess
i love you both
sincerely, blair
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